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| happy (belated) new year! hope everyone is doing well... the question beacons to me, should i continue with higher education... i also have a feeling creeping in that i may quit after 2years... which is something i may need to overcome. Will i be successful the 2nd time round at education? but if i do want to go into higher education i should do so now, if not, get a job... people seem to get jobs easily, but the only jobs i get easily is counter-boy job. It's alright really, but its long hours n late nights. (Im currently working 4nights out of the 7 n it feels like i work alot as it leaves me with not alot of time to spend with my girlfriend bboohoooo). i sleep later than the after hours of the good A.M... not good!. but i also feel that the year 2oo8 could be the year for me which decides my future... my destiny... but its only a premature thought/feeling.. so i dont know if it is yet. But i do feel that maybe i should be spending time in higher education as most of the other people my age seem to handle their courses fine, but why do i fail to do well?? that is a question worth asking meself... and my answer is 'dont know'. Terrible init?? hais, anyways...sleep is good for the body, mind and soul... so i shall be heading to bed soon. hope everyone best wishes for 2oo8! lots of love. Timothy Chow xoxoxox xoxo | | |
| Long time no see, indeed, my long lost xanga webpage. Thought id leave a blog comment, so whats new?? well i am no longer in higher education, left uni after doing two years after failing a module 4 times. Therefore i am kinda kicked out of the course really. So then i left uni, tried to look for another course, but either too full or too late to apply. Ah well, i never see myself taking a 'gap year' doing... absolutely... nothing really?? i dont even work that many days either so im thinking of getting more days to work?(take away counter-boy) Anywhere looking?? preferrably mondays or wednesdays, id like to leave my thursdays free to hang out wit peeps. But i wouldnt mind doing thursdays either though. Boohooooooo. Doubt il find somewhere to work for the time being though. But anyhows. There isnt alot happening in my life at d moment as i sleep in most of the afternoooon. OoOooh, yeah i play for 'young guns'. Joined the chinese football league. It's alright actually as it seems that is the only day i actually exercise! lmao, but yeah the teams in bad shape the now but its slowly improving but i hope the team can like string more passes together before going to attack as our team members lose the ball so easily. Our defending isn't all too bad the now, or so it seems as we have been playing the teams in the lower half of the team. Now we'll be playing teams in the upper half of the league, lets see how these games go, although we'll know we wont win them but we could get something out of the game maybe? Other than looking forward to football, also taking driving lessons which is good, cause i really really want to drive as it is so inconvienent without a car n it takes AGEs to walk or bus it to AnywherE. hopefully after christmas and before easter il be able to drive... thats if i pass lol. yeee... i wanna go back to hong kong for the foood, shopping and... relaxing ie. no work! and nothing to think about apart from sheer hong kong partying! SO fingers crossed that i find enough money for all those things!! anyhows... enough of me blogging... lets see your blogs!! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- | | |
| hi there, this marks the return of timmys xanga!! yipee!! yeehaa... yay!!... or maybe not?? hopefully i can maybe keep this going for another short period of time before i get tired of this n shiv... so whats been happening?? to sum it all up, failing courseworks, working lots more than usual, seeing maggie more than ever...  (just a bit too much). ps. Maggie is dead cute when she was like 7years old... kekeke... watched some old videos from her home, some footages were really really adorably cute... but anyways, i have like just over a week left before i fly off to hong kong to like waste my hard earned cash through prostitution... well ok not quite prostitution, but cheap labour sobsob....  ... boohoo... money dont come by easy you know big boy!! anyhows, i can feel that my holidays gonna be G_R_E_A_T... and i hope that when i come back i can start my driving lessons aswell as looking for a new course to do in caley... any ideas?? im currently thinking of sacking my computing course, so might be considering marketing, but all other suggestions would be much appreciated. but for the time being... enjoying life... not really but content i guess with so much shit happening over this summer... ... more update to come later!!... | | |
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| hey fellow bloggers, time for another update. iv managed to 'fix' me pc! yeah! its switching on now which is great, think the inside was too dusty or cramped, not too sure cause i didnt plug in or take out anything apart from rearranging some wires so its like not in the way, but now me pc is working. yay! the last couple of weeks have been quite good for me, firstly my birthday was great n other party times n days out n nights out was good, so im happy overall. (apart from uni which is like going the opposite way lolz, but i dont really care so much.). Got quite a few presents from me birthday, thanks guys/gals. Really nice, i was thinking the other night about my age, 19. I dont really feel 19, feel like 18 where you dont do anything n hang around, but now that im 19, i should be like looking more into my own future plans. And what i see now doesnt seem good, leave uni with nothing n not doing anything. Although things may change for the better.. i hope? but yeah i also got a new phone, aswell... typical of me eh? the sony ericsson w950i, although i dont really use it much, want to get the chinese software for it so it can read chinese, once it can do that then il be back in business with it cause il love it so much, hate it when i see SQUARES etc when im looking through me chinese songs n i dont like the english names for it or either dont know what to call it. So yeah. Anyways, christmas is coming up soon, dont really have much plans for this year. Just wait n see what surprises it'll throw at me this year, maybe some stay overs n seeing some friends. Who knows, id also like to use this time to say Merry Christmas to everyone! and a happy new year... when it comes  | | |
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